One thing that I am just so thankful for right now is that God sees every part of my life's journey. He knows when my husband will have a job again, and what it will be. He knows if I will ever be pregnant. I can only see what has already happened, and what is happening today. But, I am so glad that God can see what is going to happen. One of my favorite songs is "Faithful Father" by Sarah Kelly. One of the lines says, "Why do I worry about tomorrow when You are the One who holds my future in Your hands?" That is what I am trying to remember right now, that I don't need to worry because my future is in God's hands.

Trusting

It's funny to me that there are some lessons in life that we think we have learned, but they seem to come up over and over again. For me, trusting God is one of those issues. I come through a situation, and I think to myself, "Wow, I learned so much about trust from that situation." Then, I'm faced with another problem where I hear the Holy Spirit whispering to my heart, "Trust Me. I can get you through this seemingly impossible situation." Sometimes I think that I must be an awful person for not truly learning how to trust yet. Maybe, though, this is one of those things that none of us will ever be able to fully grasp until we get to Heaven.